October 2010
27 posts
day twenty two
what makes you different from everyone else
Christian
pansexual
rejects gender binary
dancer
ancient Greek student
straight edge
accounting major
music/book lover
real
day twenty one
a picture of something that makes you happy
Thunderstorms.
day twenty
someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Someone who is kind, compassionate, loving, cheerful, funny, talkative, spontaneous, daring, sincere, honest, good with communicating, a diet coke drinker, thoughtful, intuitive, intelligent, an avid reader, creative, musical, sympathetic, and caring. Someone who loves to cuddle and watch old horror movies and talk about everything.
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Reblog if you wore purple today.
siriuslyawesome:
:)
Dear depression,
dearmeat:
Please go fuck yourself. -A
day eighteen
plans, dreams, goals you have.
Plans: Graduate with my bachelors in Accounting, move on to get my masters, then become a CPA. Tell my parents about all the decisions I’ve made that they don’t know about. Marry Emily and build a family together. Live happily ever after.
Dreams: Adopt children, get a half sleeve tattoo, do missions in Africa, have a legal marriage in Virginia.
Goals:...
day seventeen
someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
I would switch lives with Kat Von D. I love getting tattooed, I would love to know what it feels like to tattoo someone. She has so much creativity, and I would love to have that just for a day.
day fifteen
skipping day fourteen because I don’t like my family that much.
first ten songs that play on my ipod on shuffle:
Fingerprints-Katy Perry
Desperately Wanting-Better Than Ezra
Dance, Dance-Fall Out Boy
Never Alone-Barlow Girl
The End Complete II: Radio Bye Bye-Coheed and Cambria
Romeo and Rebecca-Blink 182
Strawberry Fields Forever-Across the Universe Soundtrack
The Only Difference...
“Rape is one of the most terrible crimes on earth. The problem with groups who...”
– Kurt Cobain (via ziltoidia) (via missworld) (via sisterhoodispowerful) (via thefeetandtheinnerear) (via atrapforfools) (via oathkeepers) (via pridenotprejudice) (via fuckyeahfeminists) (via ancientbruises)
-colorfulchaos asked: I dont know if it's thanksgiving in your place but happy thanksgiving anyways. Have a good day!
day thirteen
a letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Dear parents,
Your refusal to give me the therapy I need hurts. The doctor says I need it to get over my depression or I will be on anti-depressants for the rest of my life. The doctor was shocked when I told him that you blame me for being raped. IT WAS NOT MY FAULT. It took me three years to finally accept that. I wish you could.
Dad, I was always...
day twelve
how you found out about tumblr and why you created one
best friend’s girlfriend.
why!?
Why can’t I deal with a rational person for once!?!?!?
day ten
songs you listen to when you are happy, bored, sad, hyped, mad.
happy:
antsy pants-tree hugger
beck-loser
brand new-moshi moshi
chairlift-bruises
coheed and cambria- once upon your dead body, the suffering, blood red summer
coldplay-viva la vida
death cab for cutie-soul meets body
dirty heads-headphones, lay me down
fiest-1234
gwen stefani-sweet escape
gym class heroes-cupid’s...
Low
When I grow up I want to be beautiful. I want my inside and outside to match. Pull me out of this pit and lay me down in the sunshine. Resuscitate me. I really want to be free from this darkness.
I hate him for what he did to me, but he gave me the courage to believe that I am strong. He taught me to turn my heart to stone and use it as a shield against the world’s harsh judgments and cold...
day nine
something you’re proud of in the last few days
I’m proud of staying faithful to my girlfriend. I’m not a cheater, but I am a sex addict. I’ve been recovering for the past few months. I haven’t slept with anyone other than her since we met. It’s a struggle every day. I honestly couldn’t do this without her. I’m fighting with my need for attention,...
day eight
short term goals for this month and why
1. Survive until the next time I see her beautiful face. We haven’t been apart for this long since we met. This is going to be a hard month.
2. Start going to the gym. I’m not seriously unhappy with my body or anything, I’m just so out of shape that it’s starting to get embarrassing. I danced for literally five minutes on Friday and...
day seven
a picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on your life.
Jesus has really had the biggest impact, but all the pictures of Him show him with brown hair and blue eyes, which is very unlikely because of where he lived. I’m currently learning ancient Greek so I can translate the Bible and interpret it myself. Spirituality has a huge impact on my life.
day six
favorite super hero and why
Spiderman because he’s the most awkward teenager ever. Just like me. And spiders are cool.
belated day five
a picture of somewhere you’ve been.
I have been in Emily’s pants. Proof.
day four
skipping day three because I don’t have one picture with all of my friends in it and didn’t want to post multiple pictures.
a habit that you wish you didn’t have
procrastinating. If I just did everything the minute I realized it needed to be done instead of chilling on tumblr all day, I’d have time to read everything on my to read list, learn to play guitar, and probably...
